Blessings

I have always known about tithing, paying 10% to the Lord. Growing up, this wasn't a hard concept for me. The Lord gave you everything, so why should it be hard to return 10% to Him? While I have known this, I haven't always been the most faithful in paying my tithes. There have been a few years here and there that I let myself falter.

The last 2 years, I have had the blessings of paying our tithing paid out. These last two winters, Mike has been laid off. Last year, I had mostly quit my job to student teach. That left neither of us really working. I have never been so poor in my life. It was scary. But we made an effort to pay our tithing faithfully. It amazed me that even though we didn't have any extra, we had enough money to meet our basic needs and my parents were able to help us out in other areas.

This year, I was working while Mike wasn't. We were blessed to not need to rely on family to help us through this winter. Again, things were very tight, but we had enough for what we needed. It always seemed that if something came up, such as having no food in the house, or needing a bigger car seat for our fast growing boy, something happened. I got a bonus at work that paid for the car seat we needed and helped us stock up on some much needed food supplies.

We have truly been blessed and taken care of. It would seem that our needs have been met at every turn. I will admit it is hard to write out that check for tithing when in the back of your mind you are thinking of things your family needs. These are not wants, but needs. Yet, the check is written and paid, and the needs are met. How can you deny the hand of the Lord in that? He blesses those who do as he asks.

We were blessed again last night. Between E being born, my prenatal care, and having no insurance this winter, we have racked up quite the bill at the doctor's office. We have been lucky to have my mom be the billing supervisor at this office, and while we have been slowly but surely (ever so slowly it seemed) paying off this bill, it seemed to always grow with needing to go in for this or that. Yesterday, our doctor was talking to my mom, asking us how we have been. She told him we have been fine. He asked if Mike was back to work.

"Yes, but he doesn't generally work if it rains, and it has been raining quite a bit lately."

He then asked how our bill was doing.

"Well, they are paying it off, slowly, but they are working on it."

The doctor than looked at my mom and said, "Why don't you just make their bill disappear."

Words cannot even express the gratitude we feel. While we have been able to pay a little towards it each month, it sometimes seemed like it would never be paid off. This is another blessing, that I feel, is directly related to us doing as the Lord asks us. The next time I am asked if it is worth it to pay tithing, I can honestly respond, Is it worth it to not pay?